Blessed Kings and Queens of Iration.
Zion Mountain, Iwombman sIght the I final statement; Iman have the power to manifest the Inside on the Outside. And, not living according to One's internal Ites of Irit, this is hell and mental bondage. I can see why the I is frustrated in babywrong, and wanna trod Ital in the hills. If this is truly Iman inner Eye, to live Independent and separate from babylon, then Ma'at is suffocating while Iman Itinue in babylon. True that Iducation is important! But if the babywrong education is stifling the I, then break free Ras. I&I have to know Iself. Formal degrees are the right path for some people, and some people not. I&I must be able to survive and flourish in whichever path the I choose.
Iwombman always liked learning, especially self-guided learning. Taking online classes toward a Bachelor's Degree in Elementary Education has been alright for this reason; I cannot claim that I am as frustrated as the I seem to be, in Itinuing with the formal education.
But recently a different issue present itself in the choice whether to trod forward Tzion without the degree, or the choice to remain in college: I realize that Iwombman parents have set aside for Iwombman just about exactly the amount of funds to pay for Iducation (I grandpapa just recently pass, and leave I Mama with some cash). While it is a huge bless-sing to attend college without taking out student loans, without getting stuck in debt, I also see that I would still be stuck in the shitstem, if I use this money to pay for Iwombman college degree - because after earning the degree, I would have to work in babylon schools as a teacher, and save money for decades just to reach the same amount of money that the degree itself costs. So I Mama posed this question to I: is it better to put the formal education on hold, and go sooner to Kenya, work with people there for a time, and then possibly invest the funds into land/agriculture projects/water filtration systems/school supplies for the little Ones, rather than pay for Iwombman degree. I Mama sIght that, if I need to, I can finish the degree at a further time; but if the money is gone sooner rather than later, where will the funds come from to seed these projects? Give thanks for I wise Mama and her Overstanding of Iwombman, acceptance of I in unconventional goals, and sUPport in using this old family wealth to a better purpose (better than the fur coats I Mama grandparents used to sell, which is how they amassed the wealth in the first place). I sIght that this money comes from vile shitstems, but using the inheritance to better Ifrican children in need, this would be a cleansing process for the family in Iwombman and I Mama sIght. I sIght that I have to put the Idrens first, and I will trod forward without the degree for now.
So although for different reasons, Iwombman feel very similar to the I King Mt. Zion, in that it is soon time to trod out of babywrong in a very physical sense. If the time is right for the I, Iman know. I&I find Ma'at and wiseItes in the advice of Elders who know I&I best (I Mama in Iwombman case, maybe the Binghi Elders in the I Zion Mtn case?), and ultimately the choice is up to the I. I&I can Igree that there is value in getting babylon degrees, but sometimes there is a more urgent need elsewhere from babylon school. Either way Iman just need a solid plan and reason for the plan (despite how plans change haha). How do the Iyahs sIght that idea??
Guidance and Iyest love I&I&I
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