Greetings Rastafari
Its been a long Iwa since I have been here since the beginning of 2015
This year hasnt started good for Iman,afta dropping college in october/november,I and I next I have tried to open an ital market place but it didnt turn out so well.
From there I next man lost money for him works and we went bankrupt.Our strength only came thru from we waiting of feedback from the government to be granted land,so that I and I cud a leave the city life n its shitstem,but up to now there havent been no reply yet.
The shituation forced I and I next king to separate afta 3 to 4 years trodding and living together afta Iman had to go back to I parents' home and him to his brother's bcz we had been running out of money evn to pay rent.
Now the gedion red again,my parents want to see I college results since I neva told them I dropped college.
I havent told anyone about it bcz I know none will ovastand Iman and they will judge I since they expect much frm I.
I had to tell them they still some fees to pay to get I results of which I know it a go take time for them to gather that sum of money whilst I am waiting to be granted land.
My strength has reduced since I came back home bcz I am surrounded by spiritually immature people,both friends and relatives,I am just by Iself,and dont evn have an empress
The life they expect from me is different from what Iman desire,rasta livity,I told my mum I plans afta I get a land and she jus disappointed why I was treating Iself lyk an old man.
People think success must be measured by Amerikan standards.they expect we to drive fancy cars,nice clothes,etc but Iman tired of da shity life,ca I cant evn wrk for an babylon wrk.I once thought of going to I rural area but the area no longa have rich soil and good rainfall for maxmum crop production,and also my grandmother doznt lyk the use of any type of herb and growing hair ca its strictly forbidden by her church,so I dont want to go and make her uncomfortable of I livity.
I am just so low,there is none to reason with about righteousness,all there is is negative vibration.I dont knw how long this land grant it gonna take bcz if I dont get I own kingdom,the wicked will trample over I and curse Rastafari name.
All I need is to be free in every aspect,but it seems things are going the contrary.
I dont regret I decisions since it sucks energy,its just that things are not going as I planned them
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