well im not really interested in how others see me unless im seen as doing wrong against jah, then i would take a step back and care and check myself i just thought it was an interesting topic my friend said something to me about it when she found out my ancestory and i couldnt really answer so i thought i would post it and see how others would answer my question. some good did come out of it though as i am taking a step back and looking at myself. i guess even if you dont look at others mistakes and judge, if you dont look and fix yours it does no good so i am doing this and am glad i started this conversation. but i will admit i did care a little about the responses im not sure what i was worried about though i wouldnt find being told im either colour would matter that much. i think i was just fearing judgement... from myself maybe? im still not sure what i feared yet. it may have beeen the opinion of others. i am going to take the sabbath and take time to myself and set some time aside from my normal doings and think about who i really am, because i truly am not sure. i know im a child of jah but besides that im clueless
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