Last time I had a psychotic episode I was doing this rituals in my room, covering myself with a sheet, spitting all over the place, not sleeping the whole night, just praying and doing weird stuff, also having visions. I was also hearing voices like some people were talking about me far away. I felt like I was supposed to go through these rituals, and I could even stop if I wanted but I felt like I had to do this in order to purify. But my parents considered these actions crazy, and also the fact that I was fasting for 3 days on water, and being vegetarian and stuff. I also had these energy experiences with energy pulsating through all my chakras going up toward the crown and back to the base of the spine. I also felt like my root chakra opened up during this time, I felt like it was popped open and light went through it, and then energy was flowing from the earth like water into my root chakra. I had these rituals/meditations during this time that I also consider cleansing and spiritual, but my parents called the ambulance and I was locked in the yard for 1 month and recently got out.
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