how is jah children doing? i hope well,
Now i'm on probation, and the probation officer says dont smoke weed. I read in the bible and they say these authorities are sent from God. So when they say dont smoke herb, is that Jah telling them to tell me i can't smoke or even drink?
also i smoked some herb on monday and felt good, then yesterday i smoked some i was feeling paranoid, i didnt even want to go outside, and i was talking to this spanish guy and complete fear and doom took over me to where i thought he was going to do harm to me, so when the door opened as someone else was coming to the bathroom i immeditaly left. What is this other side to life of fear and doubt, it seems da ganja intensifies it. What work must i do in my mind and soul to feel good when i smoke weed after probation, or does the I think i should leave herb altogether since it makes me feel like this?
bless, seeking guidance