GREETINGS TO ALL, JAH RASTAFARI!
I&I have been for awhile now seem like i mind keeps fighting I&I heart. iyah check the reasonings and I&I read scripture, try and keep i Heart and focus on JAH all thru the day. it seems like though i get weary and a thread of doubt get in the mind and begin to opress iman heart. sometimes I&I can get firm and shake it and burn fire pon the neggative vibes, sometimes though it is so overwhelming, then I mind starts telling i heart iman weak for this. It seems like a dog chasing his tail yet iman still do it. anything the I man can do to stay strong and possitive when these things come in. Some times I&I must trod into babylon stores and buy some neccesity things for iman queen and children, I&I get anxious and panic like to get out. I man try and stay cool but it gets hard. Lately I&I trod into the stores with iman headphones and some concious music flowing, it helps, but I&I do not want to miss the chance to listen with someone who may need an ear to listen. Iyah do not wish to feel weak I&I tell i self man your a lion why you feel so weak? It's a like a fight. Perhaps it has been going on for awhile and iman just comming to terms with it.
It almost feel like a space in I self that has not been filled with JAH, which I ask humbley to fill with love, truth, knowledge and wisdom. it almost feel like some affliction if that make sense. Iman have not always felt it but it has come and gone over the years. Uually it last then I&I learn something or have a realization. Sometimes i man feel out of sorts and beat down mentally by Iman own thoughts. IS there any thing I&I can do to overcome this? IT IS LIKE IMAN SCARED OF SOMETHING I CAN'T FIGURE OUT?
I heart know and follow SELASSIE I but imind doubts, what's this? I bredren and sistren i ask?
With open eyes ears and HEART iI&I GIVE THANKS TO JAH RASTAFARI SELASSIE I THE MOST HIGH JAH!!! wahdahdah
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