Greetings in the name of
His Imperial Majesty Haile Sellassie I & Her Imperial Majesty Queen Empress Menen
For my sista Penny
Search your heart and meditate, for Jah will provide the I with wisdom ... seek & follow H.I.M words
InI can only GIVE THANKS , InI have come to overstand the only help InI need is not professional, I am not Bipolar, its what InI have, in order to control and work with this illness/disorder in my "head" I've got to use my "head", its a chemical screw up.
I have considered a pvt doc but I guarantee u that before I leave his words would be to stop smoking ganja! Unless I come across a Pdoc, who is Bipolar , my trust is with my co creator.
I would have been deep in that dark cave of depression,if my faith in Jah was weak, InI am also blessed to have a relationship with a Ras who is extremely supportive of this disorder past the 100% level and that is quite comforting.Jah has truly blessed InI with a relationship in truth where InI can stand in Love...
InI have rapid cycling ...from teacher to pupil ,that is I can swing from a degree of depression to a degree of mania back & forth, this occurs hourly, daily, weekly.
What helps & works for me problably wouldnt work for anyone else. We all have to find our own path to gaining control.
I give thanks for this reasoning forum...
InI can unlearn & relearn truth...