This will probably be my only post on this website...I would just like insights from "like" minded people.
My full birth given name is Manielyah Issachar Majesty Welcome...and yes, the name itself does look like it carries power. When I asked my parents what my name meant they told me "He Who Will Heal the World". When I asked my father where this name came from he told me "Elohim". This is why I'm very reluctant to giving people my name or telling them how to say it as I believe it sorta casts a spell..whenever I see my name I see a mission that was given to me by someone or something of a higher divinity.
I was born in the heart of what most spiritual people call modern age Babylon. Brooklyn New York. By the current ways of the world I would be what you would call a "First Generation Amerikkkan". Both my parents are Guyanese. I was raised to trad Rasta. Have had my locks for all 21 years of my existence. My parents were adamant on keeping myself and my siblings away from "the ways of the world". And that they did. We started going to the Ethiopian Orthodox Church after my father had an accident during his visit to Ethiopia one year that almost took his life. There I was baptized and given a second name "Gabre Menfes Quidos" meaning Servant of the Holy Spirit. Again, another name that made me feel like I was here to do something other than live and enjoy this beautiful life. My father was very strict when it came to religion...the amount of prostrations I did as I child..I feel like so much of my childhood was taken from me to understand a "God" that I still to this day do not understand. I was taught to fear him...I watched so much bad happen in the world. I learned about so much bad that happened "before my time" (and I put that in quotations because I do not believe anything truly happened before my time. I will elaborate on this later). I had the same question with each event that this life became aware of..is this the work of the God that I am supposed to fear? Which was followed by a series of questions...why were we created with sin if sin is bad? Does God truly love all of his creation? If so why does he let certain things happen to innocent lives? Is he not omnipotent?
I've asked many people these questions and they've always told me that God has a plan, give it "TIME". But I find that statement very condescending and here's why. God, the creator of ALL, if he truly created everything within the Universe that also means he created the Laws which the Universe follows. Science, Mathematics, and Spirituality in my opinion are the three languages of God that this Universe is written in. With that understanding you would see that for God to be viewing the ALL he would need to be viewing from an outside point of his creation. Outside of Space and Time. He can see all that has happened, all that is happening, and all that shall happen. We, his creation, are subject to these Laws. We live within these boundaries...but if our creator knows the outcome, why wait? Why put off judgement, why let more innocent die, why let the evil minded ones run amok across the Earth?
I was always a wise child...consistently ahead of others in my grades, and it wasn't difficult at all. School came easy. I loved to read, I love knowledge. To this day I'm consistently reading about new cultures and new religions and trying to piece together the puzzle that is our past. I came across this website solely because of my google search of "Anunnaki and connection to Ethiopia". My search for true answers has brought me to the Anunnaki, and I must say it has rewritten the Bible as I know it. I've always had my doubts about the Adam and Eve origin story...I never understood why our parent would not be happy with us being wise. The snake has always been portrayed as "Satan" and being evil, but all he did was grant knowledge to our ancient ancestors and for that he was cursed.
Through my research I came to understand that these Anunnaki are the "gods" (note I use lower G here) that so many religions praise today. From Zeus and Poseidon, to Ra and Isis, to Shiva and Ishtar..it seems all these religions were praising the same people. It's just cultural differences and terrain that truly kept these people separate. Was this planet truly visited by life from a different planet in the distant past? Put yourself in the shoes of our ancestors...they would not know all that we know today. If you saw beings coming from the sky in ships, and bringing technology of all sorts to Earth, had you been them would you yourself not think they were God and his Angels? Personally I would. Which leads me to ask, what is truth and what is a lie. I even sympathize with Lucifer because I to me he is my extended brother and I was taught to love all.
I'm merely a child trying to find his way in the world. Physically and spiritually. My experiences have taught me a lot. You can't even trust your eyes sometimes. I don't see color...I do, but what I mean is I understand (or overstand as my father would like me to say) that color is merely light being absorbed and reflected. There is no such thing as opposites either, in my opinion as well. There is heat, and there is something you call cold, but what is cold? Is it not just the absence of heat? The same with darkness. Is darkness not just the absence of light? Good and Evil? Love and hate? Is hate not just the absence of love? It's love but it's less love. Evil is good, but it's just less good. Cold is hot just less hot. I believe we came from LESS. I believe creation started at LESS. Science has proven that at lower vibrations things get colder, darker. Emotions have been measured and evil emotions have been documented to give off low vibrations, while love was shown to vibrate higher. This was charted on using waveforms.
I believe that our current understanding of time is an illusion. We perceive it as flowing in a linear direction because of how the physical reality reacts to it. But are we not spiritual creatures having a physical experience? With that being said you should understand that time is merely a construct of the physical realm and that you can ascend it. My understanding of time leads me to believe that we live in a state of existence and nonexistence. We are alive now, but in the past we were not born, and in the future we are dead..however everything is happening at the same time. If you are following what I'm saying, much respect, if not..I'm not sure how else to explain this.
I sit and ponder upon everything about this life, and I'm slowly unraveling secrets that have been lost to man for a long time...everything truly is ONE and the SAME...Or maybe I'm going crazy. Lemme know.