Blessed Love to you man,
I'm happy if i can help plenty people, and i'm happy if you're going to be happy cause we're all one.
About Kill, kill not a person, but the stress, kill the stress ! Assassinate the stress if your stressed, transform your fear in Love, Adjust your frequency to High Love and not High Fear.
Ego is lack of love. You can be happy if your live with your ego but not in state of Love.
You can go in a monastery, if you want for few days, i think in a Orthodox if it is possible. But see a priest is bullshit. YOU ARE A PRIEST. Rastaman is the Daniel, Isaiah, Moses of dis a time. You are your FUCKIN SAVIOR. Haile Selassie I, Jesus Christ, there a the TRUE PERFECT LOVE, they can save you, but you are also YOUR FUCKIN SAVIOR so no go with a Priest who listen to you but no give a fuck about what you say and say just things that you could overstand whithout him.
You have all the Knowledge, Wisdom, Love, in YOU FUCKIN TEMPLE OF THE MOST HIGH. So no waste time, life is beautiful and sing with the birds and go Natur !