Well, indigenous cultures had it right.
Yes, it is possible to "escape". Firstly, don't expect to change everything at once; it is a journey.
But I do feel your pain. Living is Babylon isn't easy at all, and being different is even harder.
If you want to, you could try and make some positive changes, for example;
Look around to see if there are any local allotments, and apply for one. Nothing will be instant; everything is part of the journey. For example, when you first get it, you might want to strim the weeds, rotivate it, and then rake up the dead material. Perhaps make a compost.
It is highly unlikely you will be able to grow enough for you to live on, on your singular plot, especially at first. So, for everything else you could try, if you don't already, to buy all of your fruit and veg organic.
I'm not sure if you work, but if you do an outdoor job gardening, for example is much more natural than an office job.
Go to bed early each night, to avoid using alarm clocks.
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I realize, just like me, you feel you don't belong in this culture. I can't pretend it is easy.
But don't be hard on yourself; it is best to take baby steps into making some positive changes. It is very easy to want immediate and complete emancipation from Babylon, physical and spiritual. This may take time.
All the best,
Joe
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