I have never seen a man fall flat so in the Nyahbinghi groundation, but the explanation offered by Ark I seems likely to I. The reason I think so is because of an experience that happened to I not long ago that I think was similar, but not the same.
I had been working all day at Fairfield house, and Ones and Ones suggested that I and I carry on the works overnight since there was much to do and not much time to do it. I and I were all willing but before I and I got out the floodlight and candles and started again, I and I got some food and rested for a while. I was sitting in what was once His Majesty's living room alone holding a Iditation trying to bring some of I energy back for the works, but I was very tired and because I hadn't expected to be pulling an all nighter, I body was telling I to sleep. I mind was slipping into foolishness like 'why did I not just go home and go to bed? I alrady did plenty of work today', when suddenly there was something in the air that let I know the Irits of His Majesty were present. But because I was so tired and I mind and body were out of step with the Irits as they rose to some heights I wasn't used to, I felt physically ill and I had to run from the room and dash to the toilet to throw up. After that, I returned and calmed Iself and I energy returned, but I Idren who's been around the house from his days as a child, came in, and I could tell he knew what had happened, and he just smiled and asked if I was alright. After that, I and I went back outside and worked by candle and floodlight and got the works finished in quick time with the same Irits present. When the morning came, I and I all just lay down on the lawn in a line to rest. I never actually got any sleep, but still the work and the little rest restored I so I and I rose up from the rest and did more works the next day.
Definately though, the experience built I up Iritually. Falling down is a part of learning to get back up again stronger than before. No point just lying on the ground after all.
Blessed love
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