I never partook in my sufferings.
At age 3 my brother sister and I were left in a trailer park, no food to eat, no water to drink. My mom and dad went searching for drugs while we were forced to fin for Ourselves.
When my matrileneal grandma found us she took legal custody of us, locking us in our rooms with nothing but a coffee can to piss in.
she beat us and shoved prescription medication down our throats.
One time she beat me for wearing my favorite shirt which was a shirt w/ flames on the sleeves, seen?
When my fatherly grandmother saw the bruises on my brother she adopted us. I was sent to a mental hospital ywice att aage 10 and 13 for suicide attempts/ seeking attention.
I was constantly plagued with the feeling of abandonment.
I was sent to my uncle and aunts house in Ark. and was brutally sodomised for a year, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I was sent back to my fatherly grandmothers again and lashing out at society
I was hospitalized again for more attention seeking after being arrested for running away from home, and was physically assaulted by a female police officer.
I began to abuse babylon medication and other mischievous behaviors.
I was sent to my first group home at 15 locked in metal walled rooms sleeping on floors and having food handed to I on a tray.
I got in trouble for stealing from Murfins Market and forced into rehab, pissing in more plastic cups.
Of course thos was after I and I found RasTafarI and stood up in the court room in the face of my uncle describing all that was done to I.
I have been in group homes ever since finding RasTaFarI and abiding by the law and beimg obedient because now no abandonment plagues I for now I and I have a Father, Haile Selassie I.
Some things I am responsible for, other things I am not.
If I am guilty I will pay and ever since finding Haile Selassie I and I nevet pay for no one cause I don't come to bow I come to conquer.
Tell I that I brought that wicked batty man in my life or forced my parents tp leave I in the trailer park. Then fire must burn.
I am a good Rasta, and obedient and not the criminal that you think I am.
I am seeling knowledge from the Most I King Selassie I Jah RasTafarI
Go ahead delete this. Because its too personal
No backwoods business
This Reality
BAXTERASTA SAY SO
Iman not afraid of
HEIGHTS
BLESS
ONE BLACK LOVE
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