More descirption:
Also When Im walking by people randomly, I will be attracted to them even though I may not see them first I will look at them and they are looing at me and I pick up a few words they are thinking about me
Im not sure if thats real, but it may be!, I dont pay attention to the words really and they just go away.
I have done telepathy and talked with peoples mind before briefly or recieved vibes of others that translated to words for me but
(I only know this happened for sure like 2 times)
I cannot tell most of the time, are they fake, I think many times they are misunderstood by me as something even though I am hearing them, like today its a weekend I dont hear them at all but when I go outside I hear a little but it really affects me, it happens when I look at random people, or if I hear the word then a few seconds later my eyes fall on the person.
The worst is at school in a closed building where there are many people. I even began moving my arms and body in motions around as if fighting these things because -in essence, they truly come to me as words and when i acknowledge them because I have to its like they are pre-acknowledged they affect the current setting and mood of the people im with. because its hard to explain what this is its like the mood, vibes of the people setting but when they look at me words come from their face, and if I dont pyshically shake them off then they affect the mood and people think of me oddly because theres something wrong with that seeting when we are talking. I will say when I am very high on Ganja they go away as if my mind now has the ability to battle these and theyre gone. ~If I smoke a little they are still there but I can ignore them a little easier I think~.
I dont now if they are real or if they are imaginations but I dont want to dismiss this all as my brain made up thing.
Im also a shy person and cant ~flourish~ or show myself comfortably infront of people im around even though in me I dont care I just cant.
Oh yeah but this goes away when I smoke a lot too :)
These are just facts about me :)
Thank you so much for reading.
More Example:
Im thinking to myself than out of no ware a nice girl is walking by and suddenly a word will pop up "Cow" and I was so shocked it wasnt me it wasnt from my brain, that word seemed like it stuck to her, essence as if her like aura was now labeled cow. And I was so shocked when I saw her the next time a week or two later she walked by me and she was still cow but this time it didnt pop out from now where it was like with her the whole time. Its hard to explain emotions and tha happenings of emotional interactions through words, especially after it happened.
p.s. joeamana isnt my real name just Joe ;)
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