Greetings in the name of Jah Rastafari Haile Selassie I
I am a queen in the livity. I came to rasta just as you did. The only difference, is that I am a black woman of the tribe of Yehuda(Judah). I was in a Christian church, and yearned for Jah, but did not know who he was. I cried daily, becuase I knew that I was missing something. I felt pain, and I knew that the church was not right for me.
But anyway to make a long story short, I literaly just like you fell to my knees, and begged God to show me the way. I was so angry too, that I told Jesus, "If you will not help me, then I will leave you forever, and you are not the real god".
After I said that, I was ready to get off my knees, and as I was getting up, a voice said to me, "BEFORE YOU LEAVE ME, I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHO I TRULY AM, AND NOT WHAT PEOPLE TOLD YOU I WAS". Instantly I knew that was the lord. He continued, "ALLOW ME TO TAKE YOU ON A JOURNEY".
I surrendered myself to him, and Jah showed me all the things of Selassie I that I never new. And JUST LIKE YOU, I said to myself...."how can we see the divinity of H.I.M, yet the Christians do not see this"??????????
Jah made it as plain as day to me. I fell back on my knees and swore to lift up the name of Selassie I forever!!!!!!
You see I had a certian issue that was bothering me. I was wondering how Jesus could do this certian thing to me, and yet all I did was love him, even from a little child. Selassie I showed me that he was sorely misrepresented by the Christian community, and I was blessed by H.I.M. that day. I was baptised in the spirit of Selassie I.
I was amazed that a woman like me could gain the knowledge of Selassie I, yet other more noble women did not. I wondered how could this be? But it goes to show you, that Jah deals with the heart, and not with what men judge us by.
But afterwhich from that day on, I have walked in the livity of rastafari, and have loved everyday since then.
MY BREDREN, YOU HAVE NOT LOST THE WAY. I felt as if at one time I did as well. But that is just a demonic trick from Satin, becuase he know that Jah lives, and that Selassie I is the truth. He knows that you have found the truth of the quest of your mind. Also it is not easy living in Babylon society. Infact that is why Revelations 18:4 tells us to "come out of her my people".
But likewise pray for I as well my bredren, as I pray for you.
The might of Selassie I crush all evil. Stay strong as a lion of Judah.
JAH RASTAFARI HAILE SELASSIE I EMPRESS MENEN BLESS FARIVER