Wow give thanx!!!!! I think I need to relocate..lol..
Well, I am going through the same thing as the I. But, I have a man. I long for a kingman, which is not right cause im with someone now. I know I also shouldn't spend too much time on that, cause then jah is forgotten. Sometimes I n I get focused on flesh and forget jah works. But, I feel I am just here, I spirit is completely separated. I am the type where if i spirit is not satisfied, i flesh is not satisfied. I spirit can get vibes bout ppl. I can feel a person's spirit from far away and u feeling mine, that just shows were spirituall connected. I find it amazing how I n I can physically feel current from anohter person from far away too. I had some amazing experiences, where i can feel a persons energy. One guy called i a witch, cause i told him(before even talking to him) what he was feeling, thinking, and the type of person he is. He got so freaked out cause i said exactly wat he was feeling and thinking. He called i a witch, but joking. The thing is, I can actually feel their energy, like im them..its strange..Jah sent bout 5 other ppl. to I and the experience was amazing. But, i don't like feeling their exact feeling. One i can feel their saddness and i cried and was hurting. n e wayz. i will stop with that for now
I had some other amazing experiences online, which show how jah is right there. One day i was feeling the heavy load and all of a sudden I got an IM from a ras. He told I how I messages in the rasta groups are powerful and thne he told me i will get through it. I don't remember exactly wat he said, but it was like he heard i speaking to jah. I feel jah sent him to let i know he was listening to i prayer. I felt so irie from that, a feeling words cannot express.
I also had an experience that was too powerful for I, but I will tell the i another time..
I spirit is strong and powerful, but at the same time it is sensitive. If i am around negativity, i spirit is not strong. Hard to explain.
But, I trodd so serious that I want to give i life to jah. When jah say move, i will move. Its so natural, but ppl. make it so hard. So, one day, I want to find a kingmon who trodds as serious as I.
I wish u luck on finding urself a queen, i know many who want a king like u. I feel that will happen in time, just keeping doing jah works.
Fiyah burn on all those who fight rasta. Just know that a sistren is by I n I side a real lioness. Who Jah Bless No Man Curse!!!!!!!!