If JAH calls the I, the I must follow. There is no other way. YOu cannot escape from that. Like Jonah in the wale belly.
As long as you care about other man's opinions about you, you are NOT free. And as long as you are bound by such shackles, you seperate yaself from the Almighty, who lives WITHIN the I.
All I can tell the I is, stay humble and you won't crumble. Education is the most important thing in life His Majesty teaches, and SOUL education is even more important than school education. So it should be worth for the I to invest some money to travel and seek RASTAFARI where he is praised. If the INTENTION is there, JAH will open all ya doors. I do not live in the west and would have to check out a map to remember EXACTLY where main is, but I am shure Rastapeople are around in the bigga towns. I would suggest that the I should not get trapped and fooled by peoiple jsut because them black and dread. Go and seek for NYAHBINGHI meetings, or meetings of the EABIC. Stay away from anything that seems not right to you. Believe I, many take Rasta for there own bad bizness.