Better to shine the light of Reasoning on it than let it fester Idren, so let I and I Reason on it...
I have no trouble admitting that lust comes into I mind sometimes. Any man who says it never has is a damn liar. Wombmen are attractive, and as a man (and a young man at that), I can't deny that I have seen attractive wombmen and thought in I mind that I would like to have sex with them. Once that thought is in I mind though, I know I have a choice about what I do with it. I can either dash it in the fire as lustfulness, or I can follow it, and let it lead I into some foolishness that I know I will regret, and throw away I energy as the I describes. I won't even deny that I sometimes make ridiculous excuses to Iself that it is just to get rid of the feeling, like it won't surface again next time I lust over a wombman. I know the excuses when I make them and most of the time I burn them out and take I mind away from the lust, but I am not perfect, and when I am tired and worn out in body, mind and Irits sometimes I slip and let I body and mind wander at the expense of I Irits. What I am also aware of though is that the more I make a effort to burn out I excuses and keep a watchful guard on I thoughts and actions, the easier it is to make the Righteous choice and not bow to lustfulness. Even when I do make the mistake of bowing to it, I am careful not to allow Iself to wallow in I own sin like the babylonians, because the only way forward is to pull the Iself up again, wash off, talk with Jah and give thanks for life, because every new day is a chance to move forward in Righteousness over evil.
I and I know every sin I and I commit, and there is no hiding from them in this time. To hide from I and I own sins and pretend that everything is Right within I and Iselves is just foolishness when there are still steps to be taken. I know that lust can't pass Mt. Zion gates, so I know I have to Reason with Iself and let go of it before that time. If I pretended like there is nothing wrong and try to smuggle it in past Jah, then I would deserve the fire I would get, because He knows every secret sin of I and I hearts, so there is no point hiding them from Him. Better to put them before Him for judgement and let him weigh it against the Righteousness I and I manifest.
I pray that helps the I.
Blessed love
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