blessed love Idren
I am in a tight spot right now...
I guess I'm asking for advice, because I'm a bit lost u know, I did some things of witch I'm ashamed off
, but no matter how I try to fix things it only get worse u know, I haven't been feeling more alone than on the last 6 months, with a few Irie occasions...I have no one to ask, if ROOK would be around I would ask him for advice...but all of this can be overcome, but the worst thing is my health really, I have been eating just Ital, with a handful of times in the last 8-10months with non-Ital food in I mouth, but no meat for more than a year any way.
My health was always been the problem in childhood, since I almost died after I birth, my lungs are a liability. I spent a lot of time in hospitals on my first years, later things got better, actually the thing that bugs I the most is that I was healthy just before I stoped smoking cigarettes, but the things is as I was eating meat and what not, drinking beer almost every day I was healthy and felt well, but now my health is lost, I lost a lot of weight when I stoped eating diary, eggs and fish, about 8 months ago, I feel cold, I mean I need more teperature and more clothes than before to make I warm, my immune system is almost non-existant.
So I'm asking what the I them think I should do about my nutrition?
I don't want(sick) to eat meat, I am afraid that it might be the start of a spiritual downfall...Concidering all that has happened maybe this is to show that I was called but I'm not worth it, at least that is what I feel.
Also my hearth goes Bobo, but my mind make I doubt, because of what Diego B. says, my house is not build on granit concidering EABIC Emmanuel Charles Edwards, just my hearth, witch I don't know if it is nuff, like my faith in Selassie I, I'm not talikng aboiut the teachings, I'm taliking about Bobo trinity and all those things, I have no one to ask, though in the book of Enoch I see both Priest and King coming as two persons, but realy one like Emmanuel and Ras Selassie I.
Holy holy holy Emmnauel I Daniel God JAH Ras Tafar I Selah Selassie I JAH Ras Tafar I
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